one more time around

So much for thinking i have friends.

Jesus effing christ thats a lot of snow outside. Stay indoors.

Also! Ava lost some bby teeths! Yay! Haha

Stripclub last. Bought isaac a lap dance from a hot girl who pulled his hair. Hilarious night for sure

My dog just ate her collar. Then pooped it out. I think shes mildly retarded? Haha

The power just went out in walmart. Haha

just sayin.

this deserved its own entry.





i have become mildly obsessed with baby red pandas.

moar funny pictures



i need one.

http://www.break.com/index/barf-bags-dont-work-at-0-gs.html


haha

go.to.this.

i'm really excited about the way things are going for the Food Drive/Benefit show in december. like, REALLY excited. there is a girl posting on the board from macedonia who is setting up a donation spot at her daycare, and then the Davenport is going to start taking donations now, and i think i may put something up at the hospital, to see if maybe i can get a couple things from the wenches i work with. haha. things are really falling well into place, and the fun part is that the bands are all going to do cover sets, so there will be amazing fun singalongs, and lots of laughs i'm sure.

plus, with PBR sponsoring it! geez! this is shaping up to be a pretty big deal. i'm really glad rye's letting me help.


its really amazing to see a group of kids, who really have kind of been down on themselves lately, just buck up and pull together to help people who really ARE worse off then all of us. things get so tough for families during the holidays. and coming from a family who has had more then my share welfare holidays, i know just how these families feel and how much it will be appreciated.



i'm so excited for all of it, so if you guys have me rambling about this show for the next month, sorry!



also, i really hope i see you guys there (those who can make it, at least) and even if you can't make it, if you want to set up to donate something i'd really love that too! i'll be more then happy to pick things up and whatnot once my car is running again. <333


also, fuck your friends page, and an lj cut.




December 15th, 2007
@ The Davenport
6287 Pearl Rd. Parma Hts, Ohio

price: $5
$3 with canned food/clothing

bands performing as other bands:
HOLYFUCKINGCRAP! it's IRON TEETH as Black Flag & Black Sabbath
VIETNAM WEREWOLF as The Get Up Kids
MY RULEZ as Blink 182 & the Descendents
THE GHOST TOWN FOUR as The Replacements
ECHOES OF HARPERS FERRY as Alkaline Trio
BEARS as SAVES THE DAY
possibly 1 more. (get at me if you want to play)


there is also rumours of PABST BLUE RIBBON sponsoring this show. so that means drink specials...

INFO ABOUT THE DONATIONS

so we changed the place that we're donating, since it will be easier to facilitate our needs, as well as the Missions, so we're going to be donating what we get to St. Augustines, on W.14th.... they're a local mission that feeds over two hundred families, twice a day.


HERE IS A LIST OF THINGS THEY COULD USE!!!

- personal hygiene products (soaps, shampoos, conditioners, etc)
- diapers, baby products
- canned goods, and non-perishable food items. (they also accept boxes of pasta, and macaroni and stuff too)
- nicely used clothing, or new things (i am going to try to make some new fleece blankets too, at Productive Night)


if you have ANY questions, please message me.

:(


boo to oink for it getting shut down.
boo to work being 24 hours, and not having bank hours.


mostly boo to oink for getting shut down.
my ratio was finally starting to go up.

I'm in the business of misery,
Let's take it from the top.
She's got a body like an hourglass that's ticking like a clock.
It's a matter of time before we all run out,
When I thought he was mine she caught him by the mouth.

I waited eight long months,
She finally set him free.
I told him I can't lie he was the only one for me.
Two weeks and we had caught on fire,
She's got it out for me,
But I wear the biggest smile.

Whoa, I never meant to brag
But, I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But god does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him now.
And if you could then you know you would.

Cause god it just feels so...
It just feels so good.

Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change.
Once a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry, that'll never change.
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged.
I'm sorry honey, but I'm passing up, now look this way.
Well there's a million other girls who do it just like you.
Looking as innocent as possible to get to who,
They want and what they like it's easy if you do it right.
Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!

Whoa, I never meant to brag
But, I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But god does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him right now.
And if you could then you know you would.

Cause god it just feels so...
It just feels so good.

I watched his wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving you
Just watch my wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving.

Whoa, I never meant to brag,
But I got him where I want him now.



EDIT.
i'm going to pawn a gee-tar tomorrow. anyone wanna tag along?

i deleted a ton of people off of myspace.
i feel like i shouldnt care, but i've already gotten 4 messages from people who don't understand why they were deleted.
i feel better though. i'm down to 98 people. and counting.

exciting, huh?





oh yeah, and i bought a computer.
yay technology!

its funny how things in life always come full circle, and you end up right back where you were years ago, and you swear you'd never be back at the same place. only with different faces, and different ways of thinking.

i've done a lot of thinking over the past couple months, and i've realized, that most people who i thought gave two flying fucks...actually don't matter one single god damned bit. and the ones i assumed would never be around for more then a couple months at a time, are the ones i turn to when the shit has hit the fan.


its even more funny, when the people you always assumed to be good people, because you've sat through really retardly tough shit with them, are actually the people who are the most black hearted and two faced you can find.

its always more sad when you realize, the people you always assumed to be "innovative" are more like "emulative" ... where they assume other personalities, according to their most present friendships.


you know who you are. and if you don't... then you're just kidding yourself.


its funny how things are going.


i look at myself right now in the mirror, and i realize, i haven't compromised myself for anyone, and i haven't let my ego get in the way. which is good. because egos are the downfall of man. isn't that what they say?


i always thought getting up, and moving away, and disappearing would be the key to all the answers. i'd be able to make a new life, and find new faces, and friends. but i realized, i have what i need here. its just a matter of finding something a little more exciting, without all the bullshit.

i have great friends, and i have a great job. and i'm generally happy with how things are going. i have things to look forward too, and someone to look forward too. and that makes everything okay at the end of the day.


anyways.
this is just for you.
i hope you know that.



oh.
and, i just want you to know, that i'm not upset. i'm genuinely just feeling sorry for you. you're a really sad person inside. and its too bad, because you've lost the one person who held you up when you were down at your worst. and when you hit rock bottom again, you'll be lost. and you'll have nobody. and thats too bad. because for as shitty as you are now, nobody deserves to be alone in the end.


... but hey.

maybe you do.

its funny how things work out.
and how you relate to the people you thought you hated.


funny.